Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Hujan

Hujan

Hujan bagai mengerti aku,
Ia turut bermuram pilu,
Menangisi air yang membasahi diriku,
Yang menanggung keperitan.

Ku biarkan hujan mengalir di mukaku,
Membawa bersama air mata yang tak henti,
Kerna ku letih menahan seksa mendengar,
Kata,perli,ejek,bisik mereka,
Namun ku insan biasa,bila tiba masa
Bisa jatuh juga..

Mengapa mereka tak boleh melepaskan aku dari tenungan mereka,
Adakah kesilapan aku satu hiburan untuk mereka tertawakan?
Adakah baikku tidak pernah hinggap di pandangan mereka?
Hanya salahku,itu sahaja?
Butakah mereka?Akukan manusia seperti mereka?

Di tengah hujan ni,
Ku pinta pada-Nya..
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untukku terus menapak,
Meredahi ribut ini,
Kerna ku penat,ku benar penat,ku teramat penat,
Lepaskanlahku,Tolong Lepaskanku,
Kerna aku tak setegar dulu,
Hatiku ini siapa yang tahu?
Oh,hujan..
Bawalah piluku pergi..

Sara Cempaka
**Ok,to tell bout me..I was a geek before back at primary school.
People bullied me cause i was so quiet,so by the times in high school ,I learnt how to gain attention,by the time in UITM, i automatically attract attentions without doing anything.It was fun back then in high school,being famous,being popular but not in college.They(the others) cannot see my type of people,they will always find my fault,and spread the rumours around.I really don't understand why.Now i wish i never be the centre of attention.

Love Kills

Love Kills.

What hurt the most,
Is knowing him smile as a courtesy,
Not because he likes to see me
What kills me,
Is seeing him pampering other girls,
In that moment I don’t even exist in the world
What give me real pain
That he never ask me bout my tales,
While I listen to his every details,
What gets me,
That I remember everything he does, he listens, and he wears,
And he didn’t even remember I was there
What choke me,
Is he made fun of all my flaws,
And I cannot show him how heart-breaking it though
What turn me ill,
Is that he realize I help thru any fall,
And he don’t appreciate it at all,
What hit me hard,
Is that i'm just a side kick,
He don’t even he care if I’m sick
What hurt the very most,
After all this things,
I’m still deeply in love with him.
AAARGH!
*I'm not lucky in love really.But I think most girl or boys can relate to this poem.
So,there this guy who I really like but he don't seem to be aware.He hits on every of my best
friend and never me.Being so stupid THEN,I still stick tohim but now,no more,no more..